Beyond The Real World

2006-04-08T10:32:00.000-07:00

So, I've decided to take my work back underground,
To stop it from falling into the wrong hands.

On being Overt and Drinking Coffee

2006-04-03T14:59:00.000-07:00

Finally someone let me out of my cage
Now, time for me is nothing cos I'm counting no age
Now I couldn't be there
Now you shouldn't be scared
I'm good at repairs
And I'm under each snare
Intangible
Bet you didn't think so I command you to
Panoramic view
Look I'll make it all manageable
Pick and choose
Sit and lose
All you different crews
Chicks and dudes
Who you think is really kickin' tunes?
Picture you gettin' down in a picture tube
Like you lit the fuse
You think it's fictional
Mystical? Maybe
Spiritual
Hearable
What appears in you is a clearer view cos you're too crazy
Lifeless
To know the definition for what life is
Priceless
For you because I put you on the hype shit
You like it?
Gunsmokin' righteous with one token
Psychic among those
Possess you with one go

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on

The essence the basics
Without it you make it
Allow me to make this
Childlike in nature
Rhythm
You have it or you don't that's a fallacy
I'm in them
Every sprouting tree
Every child apiece
Every cloud you see
You see with your eyes
I see destruction and demise
Corruption in disguise
From this fuckin' enterprise
Now I'm sucking to your lies
Through Russ, though not his muscles but the percussion he provides
with me as a guide
But y'all can see me now cos you don't see with your eye
You perceive with your mind
That's the inner
So I'm gonna stick around with Russ and be a mentor
Bust a few rhymes so mother fuckers
Remember where the thought is
I brought all this
So you can survive when law is lawless
Feelings, sensations that you thought were dead
No squealing, remember
That it's all in your head

2006-02-06T20:37:00.000-08:00

Neurocam Is Dead.
Long Live Neurocam.

Location Change

2005-09-03T19:27:00.000-07:00

Though I dislike the purpose of the blogging world.
I am leaving my city tommorow for Education purposes, and due to it's entertwined nature with Neurocam, I felt the need to post it.

Though I'm going to a smaller town, the larger freedom I'm to be getting living on my own I think is going to make everything a lot easier.

Im hoping to find some new minds up there to assist.

Im also thinking about making a Neurocam wallpaper, just for fun.

Time for a 10 hour drive across the island.
Looking foward to the future.

A Muggy Haze

2005-07-30T10:07:00.000-07:00

I dont know what the hell to think anymore.
Everyones and everything has got me so confused.

"I find myself agreeing with your supposition that a display of patience would be an advisable course of action."
--Maxwell Knight

You always gave the best advice Max, I only wish I knew what happened. . .

Anyone thats interested come visit the IRC channel sometime. I want to try and get a meeting on the go sometime within the next week or two, either through IRC, or through something a little quicker like Skype.
I'd love to see someone from the Neurocouncil there so we can get input from that meeting as well.

Titans got me double thinking lately, If this is Robery Henley thats back, this whole Magik connection comes back into play. I think I may need to do some reading on our favorite miss-spelled word.

Cat, where are you gone to? I havnt talked to you in ages.

I won't redeem myself in your eyes untill you redeem yourself in mine.

2005-07-18T08:41:00.000-07:00

But untill then, consider this my resignation.

You might see me in IRC, but I sure as fuck aint getting involved in anymore blogs or neuroboards.

I hope it dosnt seem like I'm "Hopping on the bandwagon" by leaving. But theres a reason we're all doing it.
I hope to see you all around someday. Maybe one day someone will rise from the ashes of Neurocam, but untill then this birds flying solo.

"The Hidden Message"

2005-06-20T10:25:00.000-07:00

The hidden message, a message that is hidden, hidden words in a message, if there is a hidden message inside of a message then is there two messages?

Well, if the point to a hidden message is for it to stay hidden, then is there really a message at all? How do you know that the message is there? If someone told you that they hid a message inside of a message, would you look, better yet would you find any and on the off chance that a hidden message was there, Would it have a meaning, and what would the meaning be, Maybe if you find all the hidden messages you find the meaning of life, But is there a meaning to life, Lets just say on the off chance that the meaning was to find all hidden messages, But most hidden messages, aren’t there, then would you spend your life looking for nothing, or would you give up and move on.

If you found a hidden message inside of a message, but the hidden message should not be there, what would you do? Would you belief the hidden message and read it, trying to find out what it means, or would you look over it, thinking you just miss read something, why would someone hide a message, inside of another at that, why would they take to the time to write it out and try to hide something in it, And what so be so important that they had to hide it, plus if it is hidden, what makes them think any one would look for it, Maybe there is a hidden message within my message, But if there was why would I tell you, maybe I asked that question so you won’t search for my hidden message, or was that said so you would look for something that’s not there at all, but maybe I’m doing this because I don’t want you to look, who knows, well I do

The hidden message is that there are no hidden messages

The hidden message, a message that is hidden, hidden words in a message, if there is a hidden message inside of a message then is there no messages?

--Jason Noonan

Someone I know wrote this, and the moment I heard it, I thought of Neurocam.
Figured I would share it with everyone, I enjoyed it.

Alcoholic Kind Of Mood, Lose The Clothes, Lose The Lube.

2005-06-14T13:29:00.000-07:00

NEUROCAM ASSIGNMENT – NTC – 6111/01
Status : Completed

Two full pages, 788 words long.
Im getting better and better at these as the days go on. Neurocams actually improved a lot of my basic 'executive' skills.

I've actually taken Titans side in a Neurocam battle right now as well. Not for his sake, but because operative or not I dont want shit going on in the community. Im sick of people that just have to ruin everything for everyone.

Kyb opped me on the Irc channel as well, I am loving that, we need more people to come on IRC. I made a request to get a sticky made on the Neuroboards, but Im not sure if thats gonna fly or not.

Anyway, Im looking foward to the next assignment. If the Cam starts promoting people outside of Melbourne, I cant imagine I'd be to far off, I mean I've been here pretty long and I've now completed every assignment that we've heard of.

So I rekin either one of four things,
1) Promotion
2) Brand Spanking New Fun Assignment
3) Brand Spanking New Training Assignment
4) Assed

I'd say 1 and 4 are pretty low chances though, and 2 would be low considering the lack of operatives in my area. So it's looking like more training.
Shit, I never did the Dead Drop assignment, I may get that.
None the less, I wrote a really good freaking report for this one, so maybe Ill get something good.

Umm, lets see, thats the cam outa the way, onto Social life.
Got dumped by the short term girlfriend due to reasons not really known to me, but Im over it.
Finished one of my three exams today, after friday summer begins.
Got accepted into theatre school which I shall be attending in the fall.
Got an interview for doing camp counselling around town, which is awesome pay for playing dodgeball all day.

Sooo, yeah.
Kitties.

--Gigabane Out.

ps, Oh forgot to mention, the new Battlefield game (Battlefield 2) is fucking wild. I dont often say good things about video games anymore, but this has impressed me like nothing else.

NTC-6111/01

2005-06-01T12:03:00.000-07:00

Ah Neurocam, just in time to mess up my exam schedule.

So internet, how ya been?

Seems I've stepped up in the world of operatives finally. Not a promotion, but Im not getting the crappy assignments everyone else has.

"Cryptography" is my keyword of the day it would seem.

Im glad to see that this is one I dont have to be out in the field as much for, but it is a hell of a thinker. I'll say that.

Also, has anyone else gotten this assignment? I saw on the boards 2 different assignments get listed, theres also the one for the promoted people. But Im not a melbournian, so I aint getting hired on anytime soon.

I wish there were some more operatives nearby though. I for one would love to have some of these multi-person missions, still feels like I'm being trained if you know what I mean. Anyway, I wont say anymore less I overstep security guidelines and have Titan giving me trouble again.

Other then this, life is good. I'll try to throw some more updates up when I get a chance.

Cheerio.

5555

2005-05-12T16:58:00.000-07:00

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edit: They have failed me. It was ment to say "Done".
If my Mad ASCII skills fail me, let me sum up.
Neurocam Assignement 5555 is finished.
For me atleast. To those still grinding out the hours on it.
Good luck.

In other news for me, it has been a good week.
I've been in constant communication with Khan.
Im no longer fighting with Titan, infact I won stuff from him.
Im opening a buisness mailbox to receive Ncam stuff from people.
IRC Is a rocking boat of awesome.
And, My Grad/Prom is Tommorow.

Hooray for life, Hooray for Neurocam, Hooray for spending COUNTLESS hours worrying and performing the tasks involved with this assignement.

Join Date

2005-05-04T17:28:00.000-07:00

Just noticed in the bloglist I stole off Lady J that it lists your first Neurocam post, but not your N-Cam join date.

Thus, I felt the need to state the day of my original email from Mr. Hastings.
January 22, 2005.

Im proud of this fact.

But I hate the fact that I always get missions at the worst time in my life, so they dont get done untill the week of the deadline.
Most of the time, the day of the deadline.

But! This one shall change. This weekend I am acing this assignment, and all optional criteria for it, then handing it in early.

Fast-Tracking Here I Come!

The Email

2005-04-30T09:40:00.000-07:00

Alright, as I said in my last post, I opened 'The' Email.
And yeah, Im willing to admit it in public.

No of course Im not going to say whats in it. I'd be a fool then. Im still hoping that they dont give me the boot as is.

But, I would like to talk.

Gigabane (at) Gmail (dot) Com

Theres many things to discuss, and I'd love to discuss them with someone.
Cause come on, theres no way in hell everyone did what they were told to and just delete it without reading it.

Well Done

2005-04-29T03:52:00.000-07:00

Bra-vo Neville, Bra-fucking-o.

You really biffed that one eh?
Released EVERYSINGLE email address of Neurocam.
Information about something I wont discuss here as Im not quite sure what it is (yet).
And got yourself sacked in the process.

I really wish I had read them in the right order though. Not quite sure whats going to happen to my current status and employment in/with Neurocam. But, an honest mistake of reading my emails in order cant really be helped. *Shrug* Sorry bout that.

None the less, theres a lot of very interesting information to play with.

Also, everyone else did 'accidently' get this letter to, right?

New Assignment

2005-04-26T03:58:00.000-07:00

*Whistles*
This ones a doosy.
I thought the last one was going to be fun.
This one wasnt even properly filed "[insert date here]" :P

But, I will say no more.
Other then this,
You think the Circle De Luce is involved somehow?
And, anyone else get this?

Neuroboards

2005-04-22T15:15:00.000-07:00

Whats on the go here? All of a sudden the Neuroboards stopped working for me, it's been like this for over a day now to.

Maybe the Cam didnt like what they saw :P

None the less I'll quickly restate the cry for help to the community.
I want to get in contact with MK.

The only problem is, the only contacts I have are currently known to, well, not exactly the people I'd goto to find a way to contact Mr. Knight.

I've heard a bit about "Jack Sampson". Does anyone know if he can be trusted to ask the question Im willing to pose?

And for that matter, does anyone know what happened to the boards?

Cheers

2005-04-20T10:58:00.000-07:00

This ones for you Max.
Where ever you are, we're coming.

Thats Ms. Gertrude Zelle To You. . .

2005-04-19T12:56:00.000-07:00

Well, as most of the community got either monday or today, the famous generic Zelle letter.

Dear Operative Gigabane,

I received your email at April 18, 2005 3:51 pm.

Your transparent attempt at flattery was neither required nor desired and
your lack of professionalism and subtlety has been noted within your file.

You will soon come to learn that I not naturally inclined towards the
regularly flippant manner in which Mr. Knight indulged during much of his
correspondence. Please do not, in the future, bother me with similarly
trivial emails as responding to such correspondence can not be justified
as a productive utilization of Neurocam International's time and
resources.

Regarding any information you may have of a Human Resources Security
nature: please continue to provide this information in an appropriate and
timely fashion.

Gertrude Zelle
Head, Human Resources Security Division (ACTING)
Neurocam International

To be honest I was really surprised at this. I figured someone that was the assistant to Mr. Knight would have to be as good as gold as he was. Boy was I wrong.
I've seen contrasting opinions on her though, as constance put it (I think it was her blog atleast, I've been surfing a lot today)), it's like people on an elevator that ask you how your day is, they seem to want to know you, but really you dont give a fuck about them.
Changed my opinion slightly, but I still do miss Mr. Knight quite a bit.

I want to know what happened. From emails I've been reading, it seemed like his removal wasnt quite as quick and simple as the Cam puts it out to be. I think somethings happened, and I think our community can figure it out.
People are getting fired left right and center to. A lot of 'internal investigations' are going on which are knocking people out.

This is starting to become an interesting week already, and I got a feeling it isnt going to be very long before the shit hits the fan and all hell breaks loose on Neurocam.

--Agent Gigabane

Crying Of Lot 49

2005-04-18T14:55:00.000-07:00

Forgot about this journal for a while.
Well, for a few weeks atleast.

I'll do a quick summary of whats been going on.
Lifes been busy, so Cam time has been limited.
None the less, I managed to write up my report on "The Crying Of Lot 49" (Which a lot of agents seemed to have gotten) about 1 hour before the deadline.

Not generally the way I operate, but when you put off a major play the night before, you can find yourself pretty pressed for time.

Joined up with the Neuroboards (http://smoon.nixsys.bz/forum) today. I need a place to talk to people about the whole subject matter.
Maxwell Knights resignation is hitting a lot of people pretty hard. Me for one. He was like a big brother in a sense, I kept up an almost daily conversation with him about the Cam, about him, about me.

To be honest I've learned a lot about the inner workings of Neurocam. I've seen people ask questions and get the "Security" problem as an answer, while I've asked the same and gotten full documents. (Just as example without giving anything away, I've been told a lot about the why and how Neurocam recruits certain agents, and why they get hired or fired)

Anyway, I dont want to blabber on anymore. Im not overly confortable talking about all that, but I must say that I'll keep everyone informed on what I can find about the 'new girl' filling in for Mr. Knight.

Untill Then,
--Gigabane

The Waiting.

2005-03-14T13:30:00.000-08:00

This is the part that always kills me.
The waiting inbetween missions.

You never know if they're just going to come out and be like,
"Your last mission report sucked. You're Fired"

That last assignment was a mental bitch to. Neurocam confuses the hell out of even the best of us.

I emailed Tript the otherday to about Kristina's blog.
The response was surprising, and a little insulting. I definatly wasnt expecting the response I got or the manner in which it was recieved.
None the less, I know I can count on Tript if I ever need anyhelp now though.
It's surprising on how close everyone gets, even though most of us have never met.

Tick tock goes the clock. I'll keep you guys posted when I get my next update.

--Operative Gigabane

Assignment Down!

2005-03-03T11:38:00.000-08:00

NEUROCAM ASSIGNMENT NCI - 8063/01

Finally completed it today.
Im sure you've no dout seen it posted by many other foolish bloggers out there.
It took me all the time I had for this though to finally come up with what I believed to be true.

Time to play the waiting game again to see what Mr. Hastings sends me next.

In the meantime I'll continue my crackdown on rogue operatives. I've gotten quite a few knocked out of the game already.
Though this 'Kristina' as most come to know her has brought up some very interesting questions.

When I find out more I'll keep you posted, sorry for having to take so long inbetween updates.

Another Look At Reality

2005-02-17T10:03:00.000-08:00

It seems life can become more complex the more you look at it.
Or even so, the life around you can become complex when you're not looking.

For my own saftey, I can be refered to as Agent. I am a Neurocam Operative.
For those who care to know what I know, you may keep an eye on me. I wont mind.
The world of Neurocam is hidden and unknown. It hovers in your peripheral vision and stays just out of reach.

Chances are I know more then most reading this. Though there are those that know even more then I.

Today I recieved an email with a new mission. Not the same as anyone else. Infact I've heard nothing on the web at all about anyone with the same mission.
Though I keep my identity secret, Neurocam security still is priority.
So I tell what I can.

I must find the Entrance.